Time flies... well it disappeared. My lil baby is growing up fast. He talks a mile a minute. I enjoy everyday with his talks, his stories out of imagination, his tantrums, crying, whining, everything.
Motherhood makes me so happy that i crave for another one...but really when is a good time...i wonder. I talk to many many parents and everyone gives me their opinion and how they manage their finances etc... But really i feel is what works for one never works for another.
I have started to just started to take time off for myself laze arround, go to classes, read books write...well wrote something on this after a year.I wonder if thsi would be the right time. When i meet my other friends who have gotten preg the second time arround and i feel maybe its time for me. The good part is i have never ever envied another woman without kids...their free time...never. I dont even want to be without kids... Iam glad my lil one was a surprise and i hope my next is a surprise too ..there is an mystery, tension in a nice way ..a bit of stomach rolling when you find out you are pregnant and you havent thought about it or well didnt think you would. So iam so looking foward to all the oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, howwwwwwwwwww, nowwwwwwwwww, when, Ok, kind of expressions that follow:)