As i walk though the forrest
As i see big small and leaning trees
My mind sings as my heart dances
The beautiful lake and ducks swimming
The lil kids camping and fishing.
The winds blowing a sweet whistle,
Make me want to dance as it drizzles.
Like a bird that flies from a cage
Like a waterfall that gushes from top of a mountain
Like a free fall of a sky diver
My heart feels free
With every breath of fresh air
The silence in my nest
is a song of a nightingale
How i love this feeling
for it tastes as sweet as honey

Friends

Its been a while when i have been thinking about my friends in general. I have a big list of friends i do keep in touch. Of late because of series of events i have been thinking of just clearing off my list of friends. Sometimes its good to review and see who your true friends are. Its been a while and i have been putting up with some nonsense...either have so call friends say things to you which is not very nice. How can someone insult you in public when they tell you that you are their good friend? So i do have a few that are definitely coming of my list. One that is jealous of how my new born looks, one that out rightly tells me how old i look,one that thinks being a friend is baby sitting me !! Ridiculous. It been tough to ignore them and not listen to their problems. But like one of my close friends tell me are they worth your time? i definitely think no.
After having S i definitely have a different perspective to life. I always feel that there is very little time for my family and very little time to spend with my little one. In all this the last thing i would like to do is waste my time on useless people who add no value to my life but to belittle me on every instance.

Maybe not my new years resolution , but my new resolution in my life to have friends who are worth my time!!

Good Bye 2008!!

I was just thinking how my 2008 was and can i tell you, it had some awesome things in store for me.
From being Pregnant to starting my new job in NYC, to trips arranged by N, my surprise baby shower which had all my family members , to arrival of little S 25 days early. Everything was one super surprise over another.The year ended very fast as i celebrated the new year's eve with parents,siblings and family after a long long time!!!

Joys Of Motherhood

Children should come with an instruction Manual..... hahhaha this what a friend told me when she was having trouble with her newborn Ria. That line just stuck in my head. Seriously life would have been so much more easier to know why your kid is crying...
Why are you crying? Let me change your diaper, feed you, rock you, try to put you to bed.Do you have to burp? Nothing works you still scream!!! Are you colicy, gassy or plain fussy and decided to give your mom a hard time while your dad snores away to glory?
I must admit ocassionaly dad gets up half asleep and murmurs if i need help and passes out till the alarm rings the next morning!!! Joys of motherhood, will not exchange it for anything...but i take back my words of having 4 kids. I am done people, one is enough for me!!!